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Time Travel Paranoia

by Lost Nebula

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Although we do not know everything that happens in the world today, or even only on my world, I feel like I know everything. I recognize that life itself has a limit of no more than 100 years, if everything goes well. That is why I am discouraged to know that I will never be able to know what the world will be like after my 100 years of life.

Fortunately, there is a solution, through an extracorporeal sensation, to be able to meet my future self within 100 years. I believe that if the world today works to progress positively, in that future time the world will be a dream-like utopia that, although it feels unattainable on this day, is not impossible.

I have no words to describe how wrong I was. To think that within 100 years in the future humanity would improve, just to find myself with an opposite and completely negative result. Even though my consciousness in the past told me thousands of times, I wanted to believe that the world was going to become a better place. I find myself in a world where empathy is something that has been left in oblivion, where affection, compassion and acceptance of others is a habit that has been forsaken for many years; that the need to take care of basic values is a joke that can only be heard coming from crazy people.

What could have been "that" which caused a turning point in time and plunged humanity to the deepest of miseries? I am terrified to think that my future will be like that. With this experience I do not even want to gather enough energy and motivation to do something for me. If the future is going to become complete wreckage and disappointment, what is the point of fighting for it? Everything is already lost.

But I just realized that the future is not written, that it is only within me that my life in the coming decades will not be like the one I saw in 100 years in the future. If there is such thing as bad, it means that there is also good, and I must hold onto it. If I let the feeling that causes me to worry about the future overwhelm me, then everything will go to hell. That's why it's in me, even though it costs me to face a daily struggle, I have to make my future the one I've always dreamed of ...

A hundred years
May be enough to know
How far we can go
But not for me

Many things are said
But destiny is written
And we won’t live enough
Long enough to know

My heart
Would die to have more life than the sun
Just to realize
If life will be dark or bright

Will the world collapse?
Will our feelings die?
At this moment
Seems we’ll be broken

Will the sun burn out?
Will our hope survive?
At this moment
Seems we’ll barely...

Maybe I sound crazy
But I'm not paranoid
There is a way to know
If life will be a void

I won't allow
Myself to die now
Just to realize
If life will be dark or bright

Will the world collapse?
Will our feelings die?
At this moment
Seems we’ll be broken

Will the sun burn out?
Will our hope survive?
At this moment
Seems we’ll barely be alive

I traveled to that day
But I wish I didn’t
It’s hard to believe
How much blood is in our tears

Something is not right
This is not okay
The only thing I saw
Was darkness in our days

We didn’t change
And we will regret
Believe me
We will regret
We will regret
OH!

My heart
Would die to have more life than the sun
Just to realize
If life will be dark or bright

The world will collapse
Our feelings will die
At this moment
Seems we’ll be broken

The sun will burn out
But hope will survive
At this moment
Seems we’ll barely be alive

Alive, alive, seems we’ll barely be alive

It is meant to be
Just keep praying till’ the end

If it’s dark, I will shine
If it's cold, I’ll light a fire
Life is a dream
And for it I will fight

If it’s dark, I will shine
If it's cold, I’ll light a fire
Life is a dream
And for it I will fight

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released March 24, 2018

Record/Mix/Master: David Moya

Cover Art: Mario Tapia (Stain of mind) www.facebook.com/stainofmind/

Music and arrangements by Lost Nebula and Octavio Vega

Lyrics by Lost Nebula

Special thanks to Carlos Tapia and Alejandro "Romy" Romero for their support recording drums and keyboards respectively.

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Lost Nebula Hermosillo, Mexico

LOST NEBULA born in the late of 2013 in Hermosillo city, located in Mexico. The first band's Ep was released in August 18 of 2014 and it's called QUALIA and is free downloadable. Currently the band prepare tour dates to promote their upcoming new album called "Stories Set In
The Future" which will be available on May 1.
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